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[21 Jan 2005|11:59am] |
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There's too many ways to look at it. I can just say fuck it whatever, it could be worse count your loses and move on, she's worth it (she reallyt is). Then there's the otehr thing.....i can dwell on it and be misriblestop talking to her and hate her forever. I dont' like the second one so much. I love cameron. I love the way she wears her hair, i love her smile, i love the way she grabs me from behind, and her freckles, and there's no way i'd give all that up. Not for this. Idk why but i'm pretty much over it already i dont' even care. I can look at him and not wanna kill him i don't even wanna punch him...hahah "punch". Fuck you Sandy i dont' want you talking about me anymore. And quit talking about shannon, you don't even know the chick. What on earth did she do to you. She may have done stuff to hurt you but it wasn't to you so just get over it already you dumb shit. God damn worry about your own problems for a while.
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| Welcome Back |
[26 Oct 2004|08:52pm] |
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My computer is broked, as well as my foot, neither of them are ever going to get fixed. I love cameron tracy Campbell and she didn't make me say this. Zac is tall, how'd that kid get so tall? Does dallas strike anybody else as being flameboyent? whenever i think of zac i think of dallas cause they are almost like one in the same. What about that eric kid, things havn't been loooking so good for him, i've heard some stuff. same with shannon, that shits embarrassing, i'm seriously praying for these kids. My girl friend is beautiful, who says she's not? When did i get all these bracelets? I have a sty in my eye, shit i'm falling apart. Team america FUCK yeah. Suck my brownies, lick my cookies, tickle my gravy, fondle my muffins. Anyone ever notice that kid, that hippy one that has a pony tail, and plays his guitar in the hall? he smells bad. and is ugly. That weasley kid better watch out for the draft, ther're commin for him. he is draggin the high school thing on for too long, he should drop it. thats a fuckin level 5 hurricane right there. I mean it. Have you ever looked at the top of that kids head, it looks like a hurricane.
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| who cares |
[03 Sep 2004|11:25pm] |
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I'm laying in my bed, waiting to hear feur elise, but it doesn't look like it's gonna ring anytime soon. Is that pathetic. Pot would make me forget....NOW THATS' PATHETIC. IS it so bad that i just want to call you and talk to you after a hard days work of nothing but thinking of you, or the fact that....idk....maybe i want you to feel the same way about me, or even wait for me. God forbid. Maybe i'm just too needy. it's funny how hearing you laugh is the most painful thing my ears have ever heard (when its with others), but if it's with me, then its' ecstacy. Pure ecstacy. Maybe you're not use to having friends and you need to give that a try, no need for me to hold you back. i'm gonna go lay in bed and not fall asleep now, and have that feeling in my stomache, you know, that oh so familiar one? maybe you don't, i doubt its' familiar to you
>>farewell my meat ball, you're in some one else's speghetti now
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| gettin locked up |
[03 Sep 2004|10:45am] |
i had a dream that my friends and i killed this black ganster guy, and like took his money and shit, then we crashed our car and had to go through this school to get away....i was really scared. Then i stopped in the feild of the school and i was like man, this has to be a dream, but i looked around and i could see every blade of grass and all the chain links on teh fences and it was so specific, so i thought for sure it wasn't a dream. then i woke up and i was happy.
Last night was pretty fun. Chris and i went to ross to meet erik, zack, and cocain nose. They stole some beers and we skated and drankat this one place....i just laughed the whole time. After that we went to mcDonalds and there was this crazy ass bum fucking with us, then he offered to buy us a bunch of food, but we were like fuck that, so we left. Then we just went to chris' and "chilled" or whatever the hip term for that is.
my toenail's falling off, an dfront salads are hard, and SINCE WHEN DOES CAMERON SKATE THE ACCELS?
i'm not wearing my shirt inside out ever again
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| five twelve |
[29 Aug 2004|11:52pm] |
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Tell me 512 isnt' a really pretty number.
i'm that kid that used to skate, adn that really bothers me........becoming my worsed fear and most hated type of person, and it's not like i even noticed.....i just slowly drifted away
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| i think spongebob has a violin as their little theme music deally mps i'm high |
[23 Aug 2004|05:12pm] |
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if you had to be stranded in the middle of the ocean what would you bring with you i would bring a dolphin cause those bead boys fight off sharks and they're cool to play with pl;us if you get reallyu treally hungry....they'll catch you fish....plus i'm sure they have a tender side....hint hint slash clue slash wink nudge nudgejesus tap dancing christmas turkey full of gravy and stuffin my bellyu with some salad, yeah fruit salad yummy yumstudent code of conduct elementary secondary post, p o box new york new york mutha fuckas nokia and jvc the womanly art of breast feeding laleche league international reminds me of hurley cause they alway sayd hurly internationl cause they have to point out that they are international cause they're so bad ass and all well you know what hurley you can suck on it simili not quite 512 but it'll do
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[23 Aug 2004|05:12pm] |
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if you had to be stranded in the middle of the ocean what would you bring with you i would bring a dolphin cause those bead boys fight off sharks and they're cool to play with pl;us if you get reallyu treally hungry....they'll catch you fish....plus i'm sure they have a tender side....hint hint slash clue slash wink nudge nudgejesus tap dancing christmas turkey full of gravy and stuffin my bellyu with some salad, yeah fruit salad yummy yumstudent code of conduct elementary secondary post, p o box new york new york mutha fuckas nokia and jvc the womanly art of breast feeding laleche league international reminds me of hurley cause they alway sayd hurly internationl cause they have to point out that they are international cause they're so bad ass and all well you know what hurley you can suck on it simili not quite 512 but it'll do
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| grab ahold boy |
[22 Aug 2004|11:28am] |
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You ever been skating down the street wishing that some UPS truck or a mailman would dricve by so that you could skitch on the back (grab on)? Then some guy in a pick up rolls up and says "grab ahold boy"? Then you do and you skitch for a good 3 or 4 blocks and you get speed wabble cause he hjust slowly accelerated the whole time to see how much you could handle? Then he turns and you let go shooting you off in your direction while waving him goodbye abd him you, as you two part your ways?
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| a whole lot of nothing |
[07 Aug 2004|05:18pm] |
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Today i went shopping with my mom and my brother and sister. We went to bannana republic, then mike outlet, then levis outlet, an guess outlet. I dind't find one good pair of pants. I swear every pair of those fuckers were like old school jncos. It's diguisting. And i cna't stand the fact that my mom and my dad were giving me a hard time about being "picky". But really it's just cause i don't want to wear elephant pants god damn it. We also when to target real quick and i figured i'd at least find one pair of non baggy pants there.....NOPE. I swear this wolrd is made FOR FAT PEOPLE. So i went to like a million stores and tried on a shit load of pants and had to talk to like 30 gay guys (which were all really nice), and all i have to show for it is a couple pairs of boxers.
I came home and slept till like 5. That would usually bother me but i was up at like 8:30, so whatever. I slept so much cause i dind't get home till like 3:15 cuase i had to walk home from sandy's. Man that shit is sketchy. I remember i went over that bridge was that under constructon for a really long time and when i did i remembered how they found some like dea bodies there a couple times......i started picking up the pase.
I just want to skate....but its' raining and everyone that i know that skates is sleeping or gone or a pothead. fuck pot, it's trashy.
I've noticed all rap songs or hip hop or whatever....tehy all talk about this "club". IS there some sort of special group that i dont' know about, cause that's all they ever talk about. I swear it's mentioned at least once in EVERY SONG.
ok patricks talking to me...maybe i can trick him into coming over...
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| keep going and going |
[05 Aug 2004|01:28pm] |
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My brother was having panick attack last nigh. That's when i remembered that i use to get them when i was like 11 or 12. I forgot all about them. It's one of those movies where you have this haunting past that comes up all of a sudde3n and ruins your perfect life, but not really. When my sister was taking me to camerons we were talking about it and she said that she had some too. And she explained them and it was like the same thing in a different form. You woulnd't understand if you've never had them. The only people tat understand are me my sista, my brother, patrtick, and this kid named robert something.....it was that gey did i went to school with. He went to lockhart. He told me about them in like 3rd grade.....fuck...what was his last name......he coudl speak spanish...and when we'd play powerangers he'd always wanna be kimberly, and i always thought that was just a tad bit strange, whoa i have some run on sentences.
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| can't win |
[03 Aug 2004|10:08pm] |
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You ever try and sit down and read for school? And i mind you that you're doing the right thing, because you're doing your school work like a good boy but then you realize how loud the T.V. is in the other room? So you ask the person politely to turn it down. They end up turning it down so little that it makes no difference. Then you start noticing how loud the clock in your room is, and how fast your dog is breathing. Just then your dad comes in yelling at your mom, and the walls are so thin that it doens't even seem like the door is shut. So then you just give up.
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| riGODDAMNdiculous |
[01 Aug 2004|04:37pm] |
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I think it's a little ironic that when cameron and i went to the movies we had to pay for adult tickets, yet we can't see adult movies. That's just....unfair/ridiculous/retarded. I've never been asked for my student id. And the fact that they wouldn't give it to us just because that...man....i don't even care about the money. It';s just the principle of the thing
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| this is skateboarding |
[30 Jul 2004|01:05am] |
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you work so hard to get there, and once you do....what do you do then...you roll away from it...
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| "shitty drawls" (she just said that) |
[26 Jul 2004|09:12pm] |
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cameorn came over and had dinner with the family....isn't that cute?
Then my sister and i took her home and i asked if i could drive so she let me. That's when i decided not to go home. We ended up goin to galactic but it wsa closed then wendy's to get frosties. I suggested we go to florida hospital and run around and ride the elevators cause her and I would always do that as kids at hotels and the dentist's office. Then i think we just drove around some more. Still, i had a pretty good time. My sister's alright some times
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| i cut myself on angel hair |
[26 Jul 2004|03:39am] |
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i worry too much. This weekend was pretty fun, but a little different, seeings how i spent it at tjs. i just called him up on friday and told him i was coming he said noo, but i just layed it down on him. Then the next day shannon and bonnie did the same. hahahah. poor guy gets taken advantage of.
4 pop ups interupted me while typing this.
camerons' dad keeps old shoeboxes filled with notes and presants from past girlfriends.....it's cute, but a bit odd......if i were her mom and i knew about it i wouldnt be too siked....
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| wapish |
[26 Jul 2004|01:22am] |
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had fun yesterday, and last night. And feel shitty today because of it. Oh well, it was worth it. It seems like i kee breaking plans with EVERYONE. That's mostly because i make plans with everyone at teh same time. I'm just one cameron, i cna't do it all. Speaking of camerons, i havnet seen mine in a while.
shannon says i'm whipped, man fuck her. I'm not whipped, i'm just...caring/devoted.....idk....not whipped though. Anyone else think so?
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| some stuff |
[23 Jul 2004|02:51pm] |
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Went and had ice cream with Bon bon and Shannon. I must say we had lots of fun or at least i did. Maybe it was actually boring to them and i'm such a loser that it was all exciting to me, and just casual for them. I doubt that was the case though. oh shit, i just remembered those little fuck asses went bowling without me. MAN, that's messed up, cause i'm the one who wanted to go do it, and i thought of it and shit. well you two and suck on it. I prolly shouldn't have gone anyway. I had some making up to do with cameron. She scares me sometimes. well i didn't go to bed till 8 this mourning and woke up at like 1.
oh yeah......be careful next time your'e walking down edgewater cause you might get shot with an air pump.
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| all alone is all we are (or at least me) |
[22 Jul 2004|03:11am] |
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jesus don't want me for a sunbeam |
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I would say "damn summer is going by fast" but everyone says that, and no one wants to hear it cause its' a total buzzkill. i have a sty, or however you spell it.
The other day i went with cameron and got a tan....how lame is that. Well i didnt' wanna just wait for her, and i figured it'd get rid of my sunspots, which it didn't and just left me red.
I dont' want to go to edgewater. The people there are lame, and i have no friends there.....like none, idk why i would want to point that out. I guess chris is, but not in school. Same with cameron, i can't stand being with ehr if there are people around, its' no good.
and i guess patrick and i aren't really gonna hang out a whole lot anymore, same with isaiah, fucking hypocrite. He use to hate pot heads, blacks, and rap, and loved skating. I guess that's cool he's not racist anymore, but all he listens to is rap and all he does is smoke weed. HOW CAN YOU TURN COMPLETELY AROUND LIKE THAT. IT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE. IF HIS OLD SELF SAW HIM THEN HE'D PROBABLY PUKE
i hate casual goodbyes
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| happyfuntime |
[16 Jul 2004|01:39am] |
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Don't i have a pretty eye?
skateboarding is fun again :)
and......bonnie's not a skankass
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